Y'all totally rock! Thank you so much for your comments, your advice and your support! My last entry had me up all night. Actually I'm going on two days of no sleep. I'd already been up all night the night before and then my Sister called me with her craziness yesterday and after that I knew there was no way I was going to be able to sleep!!
I totally understand where my Sister is coming from. She is under an ungodly amount of stress and to be honest, I don't know how in the hell she does it. I've listened to her vent and rant every single time she's need me to. Yesterday, what she did, the things she said...that was an attack on me personally. And I'm finally in a place in my life where I'm just not willing to deal with that shit anymore.
I don't think she gets it. I don't think she understands how bad I beat myself up for not being there. For not being able to do more. I don't have any reason to feel guilty, or to beat myself up. But I do.
Anyway, I didn't intend to write this blog entry about all of that again. I honestly just wanted to thank all of you who commented. You guys don't know how much it helps sometimes to "hear" someone else's opinion of it!!
Thank you all!!