Y'all totally rock! Thank you so much for your comments, your advice and your support! My last entry had me up all night. Actually I'm going on two days of no sleep. I'd already been up all night the night before and then my Sister called me with her craziness yesterday and after that I knew there was no way I was going to be able to sleep!!
I totally understand where my Sister is coming from. She is under an ungodly amount of stress and to be honest, I don't know how in the hell she does it. I've listened to her vent and rant every single time she's need me to. Yesterday, what she did, the things she said...that was an attack on me personally. And I'm finally in a place in my life where I'm just not willing to deal with that shit anymore.
I don't think she gets it. I don't think she understands how bad I beat myself up for not being there. For not being able to do more. I don't have any reason to feel guilty, or to beat myself up. But I do.
Anyway, I didn't intend to write this blog entry about all of that again. I honestly just wanted to thank all of you who commented. You guys don't know how much it helps sometimes to "hear" someone else's opinion of it!!
Thank you all!!
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Oh my gosh. I was like, WHO IS THIS MCSPICY AND WHY AM I SUBSCRIBED TO HIM/HER? haha it's you! That took me a while to figure out. I'm glad it's working again.
Thank God for blogging.....
seriously. It's so therapeutic.
You are right you don't have to put up with it when the attack turns personal that was a low blow. Is there any way she can get like home health to come by and give her a break for an hour or so so she can just get out for HER?? I also know that many states now pay you to care for your parents just as they would a private nurse or home health to come in with them.. she should check into that as well.
It's cause we love ya! :)
At least we can blog....
I agree with LLUVIA, blogging is therapeutic!!!
I don't think I had anything good or smart to say. But it sounds like you are feeling better and the fact that you KNOW you don't deserve it is the best part. So you won't take it!
:)
Much love!
Hey lady! Just checking in to see how you are. Sorry you're feeling crummy and your sister is dumping on you. I have a brother that's a huge energy drain, too. Miss you! Did I tell you how much I LOVE this layout?
singedwingangel has a good idea. Does your Dad qualify for home health or medicaid? So glad you're feeling a little better! You're in my thoughts and prayers, cher!
That's why I love blogging: because you get helpful advice and usually I feel better after writing the entry.
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