Life Sometimes Gets In The Way...

I don't know about y'all but blogging is an escape for me. It's a place to purge all of the thoughts bouncing around in my ADHD head. It's a place for me to vent, to brag, to bost, to hope, to dream. I don't think anyone comes here thinking "I'm coming here to meet some really great people!" Let's face it though, it happens.

We come to blogger for our own reasons, once you get here a remarkable thing happens. You start meeting some really "good" people. When I say good people what I mean is, people who accept you right away, people who lift you up and say to everyone else "hey...this chick (person) right here...SHE'S GOOD PEOPLE TOO!" They're there when your down, they are there to support you.

It's the most amazing thing. It's so amazing to meet that perfect strangers can become your bff's so quickly. A lot of people don't understand it. I know my family doesn't get it, they never have! I'll never forget when I told them about Mr Luvah Luvah (we met online)! They thought I'd lost my damn mind. They just don't get how people that I've never met IRL can come to mean so much to me.

The answer is simple. They're (You're) here for me. You're all here for me when I'm down, when I'm sad, when I'm in pain, when I'm happy. You're all here for it all, you're all here to support me.

I realize I'm starting to babble. I apologize. I know what I want to say, I know what I'm feeling. What I want need to say just isn't coming out right.

I've had the distinct pleasure of being included in a small group of ladies here in blog land who opened up their hearts and said "come on in girl!" I'm talking about my BB girls. They've been more loving, understand, accepting of me than I could ever express to any one who isn't part of the group.

These ladies give new meaning to the words supportive, understanding, caring, and loving. Not to sound bitchy but "you can't touch this" seems to sum them up! It's hard to meet ladies like them.

Juney, B, Cheesy, Stephanie, Queso, Dreamweaver, and Daffy...thank you for being there. Even when I'm not. Even when my damn hands are cramping up on me and I can't text for longer than two minutes without my damn hands going numb. Even when you haven't heard from me in what seems like forever. I'm still with you!

I can pick up my BB and send a text to them...and they're there! They're so damn understanding and loving! The greatest group of bitches you'll ever meet! Wurd! You're all the rockstars of blogger...just sayin'!

I'm rambling again! Sorry. The whole reason for this post? Daffy. Beautiful Daffy. Oh yeah...she's a hottie too but that's not what I'm talking about. This woman is beautiful...on the inside. She's got one of those personalities that just lifts you up. Just knowing that you're a part of her life makes you happy, makes you feel as lucky as you can get.

Daffy lost her sister yesterday. Daffy's hurting. That kills me. Just to know what she's going through. Just to know that someone who's come to mean so much to me in hurting...damn it, it's hard. You want to take the pain away. You want to take her hurt and carry it for her.

But we cant, we can only be there for her. We can only support her. We can only love her.

Daffy, even though  my life sometimes gets in the way of me being "there" as much as I'd like to be it doesn't mean that I don't think about all of you. It doesn't mean that I haven't been saying my prayers for you and your family. It doesn't mean that I don't hurt when you hurt!

I'm so damn sorry for what you're going through! Love you girl! I guess that's all that I was trying to say!