I did it damn it! Well...sort of!

Since my addiction began here on Blogger I've been bound and determined to design my own layout, and I'll be damned if I haven't finally done it! Whooty woo!! Ok, there are a few things I need to tweek, my header doesn't seem centered to me. I know it is centered to the page, but it doesn't look right to me. So I've got to figure that part out, and the "categories" section is being "cut off" a bit by the post background...gotta fix that too! But hell...not bad for my first one!

I've got another dr's appointment today...I swear if this bitch doesn't fill my sleep meds y'all might just be hearing about me on the news tonight! Haha...kidding! She'll fill them, she just wants to see me before refilling them. I totally get it! She's a pain management dr...she's got dope heads coming out of the wood work! Though I'm not sure I've ever heard of anyone dt'ing for Ambien lol.

So...I'm sure I've told you all about my car troubles as of late. Mr Man just hasn't had time to work on it and I've pretty much refused to bring it to the shop...people I can't even begin to tell you what happens when I (A BLONDE) bring my car to a shop to get fixed! They take one look at me and all they can think is "cha-ching!" If I bring that car to the shop it will only cause more problems for Mr Man...it's gonna make the vein in his forehead pop out...and that's a scary sight lmao! It's just much easier if Mr Man brings it to them and they don't even know that a blonde is involved! I mean...who looks easier to take advantage of.....

Me...

Even in my best biker chick pic (a few years ago at Myrtle Beach Bike Week, I'd been on the back of the bike all day with no helmet so the hair's a mess!) all they'd see is a blonde!

Or Mr Man...

And this isn't even one of his "biker" pics haha! Seriously though...the man has a vein in his forehead that pops up when he gets mad...I'm telling you, I wouldn't f*ck with him when he's mad!! (But dayum...the man cleans up NICE!! hehehe) Now, let's show you the "biker" look...

 Yeah...they're not gonna try and screw him over! (at Myrtle Beach Bike Week) They wont even try! (I swear...I swoon when I look at this man! And those eyes...don't even get me started on the eyes! Look at the first pic of him...couldn't you just get lost in those eyes? Yeah...I love him! Whew!!)

Anyway (yeah...I got way off course!) Mr Man's daughter has her ex's car. He moved back to Canada and left it with her. He was coming to town last weekend and decided that if we'd pay for his flight that he'd give us the car. It's nothing special...it's a '99 Camaro, I'm driving a '99 Escort now...so it's not like it's "newer" than mine or anything. But it does run much better than mine.

So...the ex showed up last weekend and they were gonna come down this weekend so we could pay him for the car and get the paperwork taken care of. The fucker has disappeared! He left R's (step daughter) house the other day and she hasn't heard from him since. She still has the car (the alternator is bad on it so we'd have to fix that, so he can't drive it while he's here anyway!), he left his luggage with her, and she hasn't heard a word from him. He wont answer her calls, text...nothing! Damn it! I was so excited about getting this car!

The first car I ever owned was a '81 Camaro Z28. Bitch was gorgeous! I effin' LOVED that car!

I can't believe I found these pics on Google! It's almost identical to the one I had! My rims were a little different but other than that...this is just like the one I had, same color and everything! Good Lord...this car was my baby!

Anywtfdickheadex(??), now I'm gonna go out on a limb and say I'm not getting the ex's car! I'm so bummed! Like I said, I was excited about getting it! I'd even picked out my seat covers and everything!

 Cute right? I'm bummed lol. I guess I'm stuck with the Escort for a while longer! Oh well!!

I've got to get my behind off of here and get ready for my appointment! I want to close with this... The other day I signed onto Ebay to check on some craft items that I'd ordered. This is the screen that popped up when I signed in.

I swear I laughed my ass off! I've NEVER looked up anything raccoon! I'm wondering if Mr Man has been looking for something to surprise me with! HA! Be jealous ladies...I see a raccoon fur coat in my future!! Booya!

(no animals were harmed in the posting of this blog!)

What the hell happened to my Mojo? Have you seen it??

Ahhh sleep makes me such a happier person lol. Though I've had to get up before 6 am the last two days I've finally gotten some sleep and am feeling much more like myself.

I had an appointment with my GP doctor this morning, just a check up since the last change in my meds. I told her about me quitting the Paxil and about the "suicidal thoughts" it was making me have...can you believe that she actually wrote in my chart that it was an allergic reaction to the medicine???

Honestly, I don't understand the doctors here in North Carolina...they're totally different from the dr's in Louisiana! Because of my general anxiety my doctor (here) is making me go see a counselor! That's the dumbest shit I've ever heard. I've told her (my dr) that I don't want a med that I'm gonna have to take everyday for anxiety, I just want something that I can have on hand when I do start having anxiety attacks. All she keeps going on about is the addictiveness (is that a word?? lol) of all the anxiety meds. I'm getting frustrated...but I'll play along and go to the damn counselor. Whatevs! It's not like there's a great selection of dr's in this podunk town!

I've been feeling live I've lost my blog writing mojo! I'm not sure why...just haven't felt like what I'd have to say would matter to y'all...or make much sense lol. I'm making myself write though. My blog has been a great way for me to express myself! I'm gonna keep on keepin' on!

In my entry on Tuesday I had to list 10 things about me that you might not know because of an award, one of the things that I posted was that I have 7 piercings and that I want at least one more. I've had several inquiries about where the piercings are...lmao you're a curious bunch! My ears are pierced twice on each side, I have my tragus on my left ear pierced, in case you're not sure what I'm talking about here's a pic I found on Google...

I also had the tragus on my left side pierced but it wouldn't heal right so I had to take it out...that's the one I want to get done again, my nose is pierced and so my navel. Haha...believe it or not I used to have my eyebrow and my tongue pierced too, those looked tacky as hell on me so I took them out. It's funny that a couple of people commented that I don't look like the "type" who would have body piercings! I love that!

Well guys, hope you all have a good day! Much love!